20060812 - I've so much words wan to say

hhhmmnnn.
i 've plenty of words wan to say..
but dun know how to say...
dun know how to start...
dun now where is da starting point....

haihzzzz..
well..
working life is really sux....
maybe not tat sux...was me useless, stupid, moron.....wutsoever...
i did long time never do 3D modeling..
and u know tat to draw prespective manualy for a man who very very super less used before????
yar....
i can tell u tat it is a very very great sux...
i cant imagine it...
yar..my boss...
i asked her tat i will do 3D modeling for her..
but i need to install da programme into da comp in office...
well...at first..she sed ok...
so i brought da stuffs and wanted to install.....
u know wut she sed???

my husband sed tat dun wan install is better..
coz later da government come over and check then how...

!@#$%^&*()

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well..
ok..

so need to process da 3D by manually....
good...
is so GREAT...
FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wanna kill myself...!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok..
u think tat going site is a great thing...
yar...it can gain lot of knowladges, experiences no doubt...

SITE...
now i hate to go to site..
go der to take down da measurement....
listen to da client blar balr ablr abrl...( when can u can finish?? when can u show me da drawings, when can do da ceiling layout IMMEDIALY....if finish, u can call my wife.....balr balr abrl...)
wutsoever.

well..
i'm sick...
sick also need to do work...
if not..take unpay leave....
i dun want to take unpay leave.....
i need money..
i need money to buy my lovely stuffs......
i never shop after starting my work...
i dare not to ask money from parents...


hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...

my lovely camera is broken....
the flash can not work anymore....
and sometimes it can't on......
and going to repair it soon and dun knwo homw many bucks need to spent on it.....

...................
i wan holidays..
holidays...where r u...i need u so much more than other (beside $$)
my ridzuan fren, housemates all are gone...
they're going to shanghai...
tat's a field trip....
i'm damn jealous them..
wut to do.....
working and working..

the time is very late ed...
it is 7.20am...
the sky getting brighter....
shanghai der is more brighter than here...

no choice...
time to go to bed..

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